Part Two
She plopped down into the swivel rocker near the window and
glanced out at the dreary overcast sky; a perfect reflection of how she felt.
There was no sense reprimanding herself for having been so careless as it
wouldn’t serve any purpose to do so being the damage was already done. Her eyes
drifted to the folder once again and the same question came to mind that had
come over and over and over again since she had sat down to write the story two
weeks before. (“Why had she been so compelled to write such a story and so
driven to finish it so quickly?”) The same as with all the other times, she had
no answer other than the speculation that maybe she had somehow become
possessed; something she didn’t subscribe to at all, yet somehow felt just that
way at times. Whatever the reason for her compulsion to write the story, it was
imperative that she completely destroy it when it was done. Under no
circumstances could she allow anyone to read it, especially Todd.
Kelly closed her eyes and thought of Todd. A steady stream
of tears coursed down her cheeks. She lay back and wished with all her heart
that she could go back in time to before the compulsion to write the story
began. Pulling herself from the chair, she made her way to the bed and crawled
into the center of it. She turned on her side, strangling the folder against
her, and curled up into a fetal position.
The sound of the door opening and closing and the lock
being turned caught her attention and she knew Todd wouldn’t be back that
night. She cried long hard tears. As darkness crept into the room, her tears ceased
and she took deep slow breaths to relax. It wasn’t long before another set of
questions invaded her thoughts. (“Why didn’t she throw the story away once she
realized the consequences that would befall the reader? Why was she so insanely
driven to finish it even now? Why wasn’t
she strong enough to resist it?”). Of course, there were no answers or at least
none that satisfied her.
Mulling it over in her mind, Kelly tried desperately to
think of a solution to her dilemma. She bolted upright, the folder flying from
her hands scattering pages and notes across the floor. Panic gripped her
tightly until she felt as though she couldn’t breathe. Without a second glance
at the papers strewn about the floor, Kelly jumped up from the bed and started
pacing back and forth.
“Oh my God,” she cried out to the darkness. “What if it
can’t be destroyed?”
The thought was so crippling it buckled her knees and she
fell to the floor. She pulled herself to the bed and slowly stood up.
Frightened as she had never been before, Kelly moved to the wall and flipped
the switch, thankful for the light that instantly flooded the room. She then
went into the other rooms and turned on all the lights. That done, she went to
the kitchen cupboards to look for the small jar of coffee she kept there for
times like this.
Behind a large mixing bowl, she discovered an unopened
bottle of Hennessey. She didn’t normally drink alcohol but this was just what
she needed to calm her nerves. She snatched the bottle, grabbed a cup, sat at
the table and poured a healthy portion of liquor into the cup.
Halfway through the bottle, Kelly noticed her reflection in
the hallway mirror and laughed loudly. Continuing to look at her reflection,
she said, “Are you happy now I’ve gone insane?” She laughed again and took
another mouthful of liquor.
“This is stupid. It’s a story Kelly. A damn story! It’s
nothing but words on a paper. There’s nothing to be afraid of.”
She stood up and unsteadily walked toward the mirror.
Pointing her finger at her likeness she said, “You scared the wits out of me;
you know that? You wrote the story and you would never hurt anyone, so there
can’t be anything wrong with it. Are you paying attention to me? You better,
because if you don’t you’re going to lose Todd forever and I’ll never forgive
you. You hear me? I said I’ll never forgive you if you cause me to lose Todd.”
She emptied the glass and feeling wobbly, leaned against
the opposite wall, then smiled. “Don’t look so smug. I’m the one who figured it
out, not you. And for your information, it doesn’t matter why I felt obsessed
to finish it because that just shows I have a deep passion when I have a good
story to write.”
Feeling better, Kelly pushed herself from the wall and took
a step toward the table. She half-turned to look into the mirror again. “Oh
yeah, I almost forgot. I’m letting Todd read the story as soon as I finish it.
How do you like those apples? I know I’m drunk but I’m still letting him read
it.”
She made her way into the bedroom and flopped down on the
bed. Moments later, she passed out and didn’t wake up until late the next
morning.
(continued)Chelle Munroe© March 20, 2014
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